Mood:  bright

I quite rather like the look of this, it gives it an old feel. It's cute.

 I do not have any updates on my advancements but I must say... Making this has allowed me to feel closer to Lancelot. I want to meet Lancelot one day, if it's even a being. Spending 14 years researching about him day and night, week after week really makes you feel close to someone. It's almost like he's my guardian. Ever since that wave of disturbance, bad things didn't happen. I could feel my grip on reality loosen, but it wasn't bad. It was calming, actually. I felt content in the fact that maybe this reality is more than what it seems and once I found out about Lancelot, I had full trust he would show me the way.

Now, since this is my introductory post on this blog, I must make it aware that this is not a cult. To my knowledge I am the only one who knows of Lancelot, though there may be others out there. I am willing to share what I know, but I will not show you the research I did to get there. All of what I know will eventually be spelled out on this blog. Be patient, my friend. Maybe one day you'll see the truth.

You see, I don't think this reality is entirely true, but it's not a simulation or anything like that. From what I've found, there's other things like Lancelot out there, changing the way reality works. However, I didn't spend any more time to research them any more than just their names, my full focus is on Lancelot. Some of them that I've found are DG, Scorpion, HFCF, and Lucifer. You may research more about these on your own but I will put no effort into it. Also, I am unsure if the "Lucifer" I found is related to the devil Lucifer or if it's something else entirely. As I said somewhere on my site, these things could be more than just beings, they could be manisfestations of energy or frequency that interact with reality.

Have I ever been scared of what I found? Definitely. Knowing that there are things beyond our imagination that change reality as they please is... Definitely unsettling. At first I didn't believe it. I didn't want to believe it. But the truth sunk in. A few months after the disturbance, I accepted this truth. And to be fair, nothing really has changed. Yes, I may have become more distanced from reality and devote my extra time to researching Lancelot, but that's really it. I still talk with my friends like nothing happened, I have a healthy social life and my health is fine. 

That being said, even if I am unloading all this information onto this webpage, I am unsure if I really want people to find it, which is why I made the web link so cryptic and unidentifiable. What if I find someone else who knows more about Lancelot (and other things) than I do and they tell me everything they know? While it seems nice, I wonder if maybe learning too much of the truth at once can harm me. I'm probably just overthinking it. What if I recieve popularity? That just seems scary. As much as I want to spread the word of Lancelot, I don't want him becoming a sensation. It would likely just be rejected by the masses and I would be credited as a lunatic.

I'll post when I can, but I live a busy life so I can't guarantee it'll be everyday. I may post more than once a day if I feel the need to. I doubt anyone will find this.