I am going to open a gate. I'll be doing research this week on how to do so. I know it won't be anything big like what Lancelot foretold me, but it should be enough to suffice for me to get answers.

If anyone knows anything, please tell me. This will take a lot of research. 

I have full proof that the being in my dreams was Lancelot. He answered my wishes.

I now know Lancelot is a being. But what drives him to come to earth and change our reality? Just how does he change it? These are my next steps.

In my dream, Lancelot came to me. He told me his name and that I was ready to find out the truth. In my dreamscape, he led to me a cave. It was dark and we seemed to walk down it for hours. Eventually, he led me to a wide area in the cave were sunlight beamed down through a hole in the ceiling. In the middle was a blood red gem. He didn't tell me what it meant, only for me to place my hand on it. So I did. I was flooded with information.

First of all, there are gates. The RBs come forth through the gates. How they are created, I don't know. It could be some power even beyond the RBs. These gates are manisfestations of pure, raw, untouched energy. If a human were to go through one, they would not return human.

He told me it was time for "it" to happen. I don't what "it" is. He told me the gates have opened, and soon things would change. 

"The gates have opened, and it's time for them to pass through. Do not fret, you will survive. Everyone will survive, but they will not remain the same as they once were. One day, you will pass through and I will meet you face to face, but today is not the day."

Of course, that isn't exactly what he said, but that's what I remembered. I felt special in that moment. But now I know they're coming. By them I can only assume he means the RBs, unless there's potentially something more. I don't know how soon this will happen, though. Hell, it could be until 2022 when Lancelot visits again that this happens. But surely, it won't be good for the state of this Earth and reality itself.

I want to talk to Lancelot face to face, but that means I'll have to pass through one of the gates. I'll be forsaking my place as a human to be with the being I have dedicated 14 years of my life to. I... don't know if that's what I want. I really need to think about this. Do I crave knowledge that badly, or is it a desire to be close to Lancelot? Either way, I feel chosen. I really do want to get the word of Lancelot out there now that I know for sure he is contacting me. I can only hope there's someone in the world who knows what I'm talking about. 

Man I'm on a roll tonight! Wow!

I feel like I ought to explain my connection to Lancelot.

I've been researching him for 14 years now and throughout that time even if I'm still unsure of exactly what he is, I feel close to him. Now all this will probably sound crazy but after you've been digging up information about something for 14 years you're either gonna get way too attached or hate it, I am the former.

I don't know if Lancelot has a personality, but I feel like he does. Which is why I feel so strongly that he may be a being. If he is guarding me and watching over me as I feel he is, doesn't he have a conscious as other spirits and beings do? I feel like I'm really close to cracking this.

As I sleep I hope he'll visit me in my dreams. Sometimes at night I am approached by a tall, dark, shadowy figure with a wisp of... some dark energy protruding from the back of his head, trailing behind him. He is muscular, from what I can tell at least. It seems... intimidating for sure, but when I see him in my dreams I always find an answer to my questions when I wake up, I feel oddly complete. I like to think this is Lancelot, guiding me along my journey, but I can't be too sure. I hope tonight he may visit me and tell me if he really is a being or not. If I can find that out then I can work towards figuring exactly why he comes to Earth and distorts reality the way he does.

Part of me worries these are just demons that I'm interacting with. I'm not really religious but ever since I found Scorpion and Lucifer, it has made me worried in the back of my mind. I'm sure it's nothing to worry about, surely if they were actually demons they would've made themselves more known in these 14 years... But who knows. If they are demons I'll probably... Just stop my research. Deny the temptations. But for now these are just beings to me, as I have no knowledge telling me otherwise. I shouldn't cause unneeded worry. 

I know I'm unloading a lot of information right now, please bear with me.

So Lancelot is what I'd categorize as a "Reality Breaker". A Reality Breaker is a being or mass of spiritual energy that changes how reality works. They can do things from changing one's perception and outlook on life to affecting masses of people. The beings do it for certain purposes, the mass of energy do it because that's how they're programmed.

I do not yet know if Lancelot is a being or a mass, but I'm highly leaning towards a being. I mentioned before I felt like he was guiding me and guarding me and in my dreams sometimes a figure comes and talks to me. But I'm not quite sure if those two are even related, I'm probably just overthinking it.

From my research I've found certain types of Reality Breakers and they all do different things. Now, I know this isn't related to Lancelot, but I feel like these findings are important and even if they aren't directly relating to Lancelot, they deal with him somewhat. It gives a better impression of what he may be to the clueless viewer.

A preface about Reality Breakers, oftentimes when they change the reality we live in we rarely notice. For example, a Reality Breaker could make you suddenly like peanuts and neither you nor the people around you will notice. Of course, some people have noticed, otherwise I wouldn't have found this information! To my knowledge, there is no way to reverse what a Reality Breaker has done. If you happen to know how, please contact me. During the time period, you may notice a change happening. The longer the duration of the change, the more likely it is for you to notice it. If you know how to stop it, I'd advise you to stop it. Sometimes these changes can be harmful.

The first Reality Breaker (We'll just call them RBs because it's a pain to type out Reality Breaker a million times) is a Flicker. These are in the air everywhere, changing how we see certain things. Have you ever looked at the sky and see little white dots moving rapidly through the air, or looked at the snow and see something similar? Many may think of those as optical illusions or something with the eye, but in reality these are Flickers. They become visible through certain frequencies of light. They are harmless and are masses of energy, moving around with no goal. They just change things at will, as though they were programmed. I know they change how we see certain colors and how we react to colors, textures, tastes, and sounds. It's very miniscule and not entirely important. These changes happen quickly, as for how quickly, I'm not sure. It could be anywhere from between a second to an hour.

Next RB is the Judas Wheel. I am unsure if this is a mass or a being, but it appears as two circles spinning around each other. These RBs change how people act and react to the other people around them. They can do minor scale things like making someone like a celebrity or to constantly switching someone from sad to elated, paranoid to safe. I don't know if they do it for a purpose or if it's at random but sometimes they do target specific people. They tend to target those who seem most vulnerable, as they are easy to manipulate. These changes can range from being relatively quick (within an hour) to spanning longer times such as days, weeks, or even years.

Then there's the Bar. Bars are rectangle masses of energy that will take and store memories from people based on emotional need. Bars hang around people like clouds and never leave them. Of course these stolen memories can be restored, it just takes a lot of spiritual digging to steal them back. Also, they don't always take memories based on emotional need, it's just most of the time they do. Now I'm not saying that's what happens with trauma (though sometimes that could be the case), it's moreso like "Wow i'm stressed and super sad today!" And the Bars will sense this and take memories to ease your burden. They don't always do it and it doesn't always work, but at least they try.  

Another RB is the DG. I mentioned this in my previous post and I recently came across a site talking about a DG... I think these may be related. DGs erase emotion from people. They don't make people an empty husk devoid of emotions, though , they revert them to their primal instincts. While not always obvious, these can be subtle too, which is why certain people do certain actions. I don't wish to go more into this, as topics about this tend to be very gruesome. I hope you get the jist.

The Scorpion is named after the constellation Scorpio and is usually only in action when the Scorpio's astrological dates roll around. Are there other RBs based off of the other zodiacs? Do the zodiacs have something to do with the RBs? I don't know. Scorpions tend to be vampiric, they like to suck energy, especially sexual energy.  I believe these are beings, but I could be wrong. They're called Scorpions because they are long, lanky beings with a long stinger-like tail. Here's a drawing of one. Please excuse my drawing skills.

The next few I know, HFCF and Lucifer, I barely know anything about. I know the HFCF is a being with a block head. What it does, I do not know. As for Lucifer... It is a complete enigma to me, but it could very well mean the Lucifer everyone knows of. If so, that would open up a world of new information about RBs, if we can equate one to a demon, we could equate possible all of them to demons or even possibly angels! But right now my focus lies with Lancelot. More information will be on him soon. 

Mood:  bright

I quite rather like the look of this, it gives it an old feel. It's cute.

 I do not have any updates on my advancements but I must say... Making this has allowed me to feel closer to Lancelot. I want to meet Lancelot one day, if it's even a being. Spending 14 years researching about him day and night, week after week really makes you feel close to someone. It's almost like he's my guardian. Ever since that wave of disturbance, bad things didn't happen. I could feel my grip on reality loosen, but it wasn't bad. It was calming, actually. I felt content in the fact that maybe this reality is more than what it seems and once I found out about Lancelot, I had full trust he would show me the way.

Now, since this is my introductory post on this blog, I must make it aware that this is not a cult. To my knowledge I am the only one who knows of Lancelot, though there may be others out there. I am willing to share what I know, but I will not show you the research I did to get there. All of what I know will eventually be spelled out on this blog. Be patient, my friend. Maybe one day you'll see the truth.

You see, I don't think this reality is entirely true, but it's not a simulation or anything like that. From what I've found, there's other things like Lancelot out there, changing the way reality works. However, I didn't spend any more time to research them any more than just their names, my full focus is on Lancelot. Some of them that I've found are DG, Scorpion, HFCF, and Lucifer. You may research more about these on your own but I will put no effort into it. Also, I am unsure if the "Lucifer" I found is related to the devil Lucifer or if it's something else entirely. As I said somewhere on my site, these things could be more than just beings, they could be manisfestations of energy or frequency that interact with reality.

Have I ever been scared of what I found? Definitely. Knowing that there are things beyond our imagination that change reality as they please is... Definitely unsettling. At first I didn't believe it. I didn't want to believe it. But the truth sunk in. A few months after the disturbance, I accepted this truth. And to be fair, nothing really has changed. Yes, I may have become more distanced from reality and devote my extra time to researching Lancelot, but that's really it. I still talk with my friends like nothing happened, I have a healthy social life and my health is fine. 

That being said, even if I am unloading all this information onto this webpage, I am unsure if I really want people to find it, which is why I made the web link so cryptic and unidentifiable. What if I find someone else who knows more about Lancelot (and other things) than I do and they tell me everything they know? While it seems nice, I wonder if maybe learning too much of the truth at once can harm me. I'm probably just overthinking it. What if I recieve popularity? That just seems scary. As much as I want to spread the word of Lancelot, I don't want him becoming a sensation. It would likely just be rejected by the masses and I would be credited as a lunatic.

I'll post when I can, but I live a busy life so I can't guarantee it'll be everyday. I may post more than once a day if I feel the need to. I doubt anyone will find this.