Man I'm on a roll tonight! Wow!

I feel like I ought to explain my connection to Lancelot.

I've been researching him for 14 years now and throughout that time even if I'm still unsure of exactly what he is, I feel close to him. Now all this will probably sound crazy but after you've been digging up information about something for 14 years you're either gonna get way too attached or hate it, I am the former.

I don't know if Lancelot has a personality, but I feel like he does. Which is why I feel so strongly that he may be a being. If he is guarding me and watching over me as I feel he is, doesn't he have a conscious as other spirits and beings do? I feel like I'm really close to cracking this.

As I sleep I hope he'll visit me in my dreams. Sometimes at night I am approached by a tall, dark, shadowy figure with a wisp of... some dark energy protruding from the back of his head, trailing behind him. He is muscular, from what I can tell at least. It seems... intimidating for sure, but when I see him in my dreams I always find an answer to my questions when I wake up, I feel oddly complete. I like to think this is Lancelot, guiding me along my journey, but I can't be too sure. I hope tonight he may visit me and tell me if he really is a being or not. If I can find that out then I can work towards figuring exactly why he comes to Earth and distorts reality the way he does.

Part of me worries these are just demons that I'm interacting with. I'm not really religious but ever since I found Scorpion and Lucifer, it has made me worried in the back of my mind. I'm sure it's nothing to worry about, surely if they were actually demons they would've made themselves more known in these 14 years... But who knows. If they are demons I'll probably... Just stop my research. Deny the temptations. But for now these are just beings to me, as I have no knowledge telling me otherwise. I shouldn't cause unneeded worry.